I'm a con, a stealer of hearts.

The documentation of a life stuck in the past, a combination of broken hearts and lowered expectations, a few little bright spots that shine brighter than the sun. Moments that are monumental and moments that mean nothing at all to the naked eye. A mind that never stops wandering and processing. A brain that refuses to be suppressed. Holding back, but moving on. A heart that's too big for this tiny chest and mere words.

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Jun 21

lydia & shiraz.

I’m terrible. I’ve been neglecting this and using my LJ again. Life’s..eh. It’s a constant struggle to be more stable and sometimes I fail miserably, but usually I succeed. I think things are looking up. Home is rough, as is finding a job. I’m seeing Taking Back Sunday tomorrow and instead of pumping myself up tonight, I think I’ll relax with some Lydia and a glass of wine.

I think I’m happy. I’m working on it. I’m working really, really hard.



Jun 4

i’m too tired.


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